ups and downs  

Posted by Honey & Lemon

let's start with abit of randomness i like this kind of word alignment=D


CNY was quite different from usual without my AH GONG
he was the greatest man in the whole family
i dint know he had such an impact on everyone including me

this year, i didnt care how much ang baos there were i just wanted to spend time
with the people i knew, i talk more about myself asked them how they were doing
very different from past years maybe this is growing up too

i really wished my ah gong was here and he would always lead the gambling "BIG 2" wave
asking us to play at night till who knows wat time

this year, he couldnt make it he was hospitalised
got a huge shock from my mum
she was told that this was the last time we might get to see him
LUCKILY, 'whoever' up there didnt take him away from us yet

i sigh with relief
how many more days?
i don't want him to leave?
i want him to tell more stories about the old days?

he can no longer talk barely even breathing properly
each time i see him inhaling the oxygen
i could not help but wish that I could take away him sufferings

Today, i went to see him again
in his eyes, i saw how tired how painful he was in
i approached him touched his hand and called AH GONG
2nd Aunt eyes went watery
Mum went to ask about the conditions..
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!!!GOOD NEWS !!!!
I went to Honey's house first time entering her house as her boyfriend
I greeted them with all the Chinese auspicious sayings
We had steamboat together YUM!!
Her parents were extremely nice to me
giving me lots of food ^^b
her sister was like the same as Honey
Eat very little de!! LOL
Her brother asked me some question which
i thought Honey's father would asked instead
WAS super NERVOUS
1st time experience
Honey was enjoying the me turning paiseh

Well at least i know their parents kinda like me right? haha
Watch tv and also chat with Honey's mum.
NICE

PLUS PLUS+++++
First time seeing honey wearing a dress
OMG!! rite!!
She was so paiseh haha but she was very cantik(all the time)




Gym Training  

Posted by Honey & Lemon

went to gym to work out a sweat. muhahaha
on my mind had quite a lot of things
well, i guess i am at the age where i have to consider many things
study is super important as it probably determine what kind of job u will be getting in the future
my friend ask me what i want to be which
i replied. " i want to be entrepreneur"
immediately thought of no money la, dunno can make it anot

then ping ding say about working with the old old alumni grp
she says "never try never know"
which many of us sure hear this 4 words before
but how many of us have done the things we really do
i guess that's why we have regrets ba

i had been slacking for this sem which i realise
what am i doing?
didn't i tell myself that i had to work hard not to let my mum and myself down
i guess my motivation is that short
i have to work hard so in the future
i can give my mum and honey a good life

MOTIVATION 100% AH!!!!
GIVE IT MY ALL!!
WORK HARD FOR BUSINESS LAW cos i totally hate it
i must love it. I love u business law!!
i love all my modules!!

back to gym
me and nic went to gym first.
nic had to "do his TEP" again hahah
i went to run can watch tv and run at the same time quite shiok
somemore gt air-con
then listen to music run really quite less stressful
sorry nic lost ur cushion thingy for your earpiece

really bo lat sian nid to train harder to become the best POKEMON=p
hehe fighting KH!!

everyday must tell myself i can do it!!!
STUDY START TODAY!

Feeling stupid  

Posted by Honey & Lemon

hai, i really am stupid
hope i dint make u angry for not replying u
saw ur latest post on your blog
i really love you.

Being with you, i can always be myself
i don't have to conceal myself not one bit at all
u teach me how to love
u give me lots of laughs too

I know sometimes we ended up into some cold wars or sian sian mood
we both know how much we hate that.
I have to be more sensitive
i just wish i could talk to u
face to face everyday.

I am thinking so much cos
it pains my heart that i make u sad sometimes
But please understand
my feelings for u

!HONEY!
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Esplanade Performance  

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Although it is a little late to post this now but who cares..

Esplanade was really totally cool make u feel like so shiok to perform here lo..It was really confusing getting to the places at the backstage. The dressing room was cool too haha like the one u see in movies where actors get their makeup done and stuff. Since we only perform two songs, we had lots of time to play. I learn a new game taught by Ping Ding called Snap which was quite fun haha..

Besides many hours of waiting, lots of crapping and singing went on inside the dressing room. The performance of two songs was nice haha from the applause from the crowd. I enjoy it myself too.



With Kong Long Jie

With Paul


With Ah Ben

With Winnie

With Blurest Caiyun
With Lao Da a.k.a Xiuhui and Shuai Xun


Esplanade Concert Theatre

New new new new  

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YEAH!!Now i can watch TV in my room cause install cable liao and my modem oso inside HOHOHO..
Spring cleaning was tiring but feel obliged to do it since it was my house too and I've to help my mum out too cleaning the ceiling and walls was boring but no complaints.

Back to Sona practice..we need members lots of them lack of alumni members leh...T_T
No sopranos so we had to split joyce n xiuhui up LOL
change the world was nice catchy tune
Wish our group will continue to grow become some zai group =p
went shopping after that i really need to find a bag dunno where to find leh sianzz
bought a T-shirt which i don't wear usually hopefully it will be nice gt psycho by the shop owner to wear it and also a pair of jeans

Dinner at MOF was nice too although a few incidents happen which gt me into a sticky situation literally. It was fun gathering with VE members crapping. Celebrated Yi Tian and Ping Ding birthdays there too. Mr Ong treat us all so GOOD ^^b haha

Tomorrow performance @ esplanade
For the 1st time quite shiok leh heheh but not our group performing.
SING SING SING

a walk with Honey  

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It's always so fun and loved to go out with Honey. Took a train to Clementi but almost took to the wrong bus to NP. I really have STM lor...mum say I need to sleep early more often and eat more fish FYI i hate fish cause imagine getting choke on the fish bones which i did.

Anyway, we went to Orchard Cineleisure ya blame Singapore for being small and I had to do some CNY shopping. I went to Collage yeah bought one T-shirt that's all...T-T dunno what to buy leh. Where can buy lots of nice guys stuff???

SHOPPING LIST
T-shirts
Shirts
Jeans
Pants(maybe)
Shoes
Bags(definitely)
Wallet(hmm?)
anymore?

Talk with Honey and I told her that I want to open my own shop a cafe probably then she will be selling children stuffs. It'll be cool working hard to realise this dream. This Saturday, a new sofa will arrived YAHOO going to jump on it. Bye bye old sofa you have done your job but you're fired MUHAHA.. ok i am crazy randomzzz

Bus drivers really need to improve their driving skills. They always give people a hell of a roller coaster ride.

Tomorrow is going to be tiring i got to do spring cleaning with my mum. As the Chinese saying goes 旧的不去,新的不来。

It's been a long time  

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Hello blog, I know I have been neglecting you. This sem is coming to the end and soon it's going to be my 3rd year in Retail Management which up till now has been quite >.<

Wondering how IPP or attachment is going to be hope it will be an interesting and fruitful experience.

Anyway Chinese New Year is arriving which is good and bad news. Well besides getting angbaos and eating lots of ba kwa, i get to visit relatives and friends. The best part is that I get to shop for my clothes and etc.

Sadly, this year all our relatives are not coming to have reunion dinner on the CNY eve as my aunt can't cope with the amount of food. I hope my grandfather becomes as healthy as he used to, seeing him lose weight each day make the fear in my heart grew bigger and bigger.

I will face each day with a smile just like what many people say (but tend to forget) life is so short, enjoy it. Yesterday, the NUS talk give me a wake up call that how much effort I have to put in in order to get into a university. Been thinking about how the future will be, guess i have to take a step at a time.

Hearing the peformance of "When You Believe" always make me feel that if you hang onto your beliefs and never give up, miracles do happen right? How I wish Honey was there with me ^^v